I shouldn’t even fucking answer this because it’s not a number 1-500, you jackass.

Anyways, hey. I love you, and I know it seems like my heart is thwarted at the moment, but can you blame me? You probably will, of all people >_> It’s just that I’m sensitive as of late and I agreed to this, but at the same time, I still feel this suffocating veil of jealousy and unreasonable anger, and I don’t know. I want to run away until I can calm myself down and be normal again, but I’m always going to be like this. Even if a year passes, I’ll still be green with envy and hate everyone that accomplishes things with you that I never did and it’s just…me, I guess. Happens every time, really. I’m not angry at you, though it seems like it. I just need time to clear my head and for things not to be weird, but the time’s not here yet. Well, I think…e_e people know who you are e_e so…e_e ya…,,.,,,,,,baek tho