*SIGHS HEAVILY and idk strokes your hair whilst you sleep* Stupid Oh Sehun, young little thing. When I was your age, I was reading books and trying to find out who I am, rather than going around and destroying myself, but then and now are different times, even if they’re only a few years apart. I’m just glad you’re still here and I support what you do, even those hazardous drugs that I only read about in magazines. If that’s what you want to do, then go ahead, but remember to always have an exit strategy. I know things are hard now, but I know you’ll get through it. You know how? ‘Cause you’re Sehun and strong, even when you don’t think you are. I love you, I really do. Maybe more than I should, but luckily for you, I’m good at keeping secrets. Sleep well and dream of sweet things. Maybe when you wake up, you’ll feel like it’s the same dream instead of waking up into a nightmare.